This part is mostly to Remember before attempting something that I regret. Sorry If this makes you feel uncomfortable...
This is the first letter I could remember writing. Obviously. I don't know if I wrote any before this one. But even if it's not my first it's most likely my last... I want you to know that i'm not scared. Well, not of dying, anyway. It's more forgetting. It's loosing myself to this depression and pain, that's what scares me. So every night I did what you told me to do by saying her name out loud to myself. And all the memories come flooding back. Just the small things like when me and Ashley went on long walks and stuff. I never thought I'd miss that so much. And then I remember YOU... From the first time we met. just you and your happyself and then me that antisocial kid with that story of his girlfriend dying in his arms... But from the moment you literally stoped me from killing myself, I knew I would try my
ing best to give you the world. and now I have. Everyone has. If i could go back and relive my life with Ashley, I would and I wouldn't change a thing because it all leads to you. My hope for you: when you're looking back years from now i hope you'll say the same. The future is in your hands now Tiffany. I know you'll find a way to do what's right. You always have. Take care of everyone for me. And take care of yourself. You deserve to be happy. Thank you for being my friend. Goodbye, Tiffany. ~ Neven