Effy (2015-07-03 02:14:42)

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I lie in this white sheeted bed.
My mind waunders as my gaze locks on the window that let's me escape this pain.

I'm dying.

My hairs falling out.
I have given up trying.
The doctors can't save me.
I'm already dead, I'm just existing.
I lie in this white sheeted bed.
Listening to monitor.

Beep.....Beep.....Beep.

I'm only 15.
And I'm dying.
I wasted my life on Twitter,Tumblr,and Instagram.
Worrying about my appearance constantly, putting pounds of makeup on.
I always said:

"I'm only 15 I have like 75 years left!"

No I don't.
Instead I'm lying in this white sheeted bed.
Dying...

I lie in this white sheeted bed coughing up blood.

Beep..Beep..Beep..

I lie in this white sheeted bed gasping for air.

Beep.Beep.Beep.

I lie in this white sheeted bed struggling to breath as nurses flood into the room.

BeepBeepBeepBeepBeep

I lie in this white sheeted bed in pure agony.

BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP

I lie in this white sheeted bed silently.

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE......

I lie in this white sheeted bed...

Dead.

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