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Hard to explain

Started by Amatsuki
(2012-10-07 01:36:06)

Amatsuki (2012-10-07 01:36:06)

If your going to be negetive, just leave and let everyone else do it.

I take everything straight into thought and heart. Through my childhood i dont really have anything to fight insults or hateful comments. Wich drives me to have thoughts of killing myself, killing those who hurt me, or just crying when im alone. Then i dont like very much people, i think there all heartless. So theres no way for me to fix anything i feel, or get any help. i just shut down. Iv tried some things, but when i did i was almost taken to new york. (long story) I hide EVERYTHING i feel and am from you guys. So if i open up, do think it will help or hurt? Because its only here, (where i have more freinds then anywhere else) where i can get a little calm and easily get away from people. (what i meant by childhood was i endured ALOT)

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2012-10-07 01:37:54

Probably sleeping, probably eating.

THaT1GuY9001 (2012-10-07 01:38:24)

; - ;

carlos11 (2012-10-07 01:38:34)

Just come out of the closet, I don't mind.

Language is a tool for efficient communication. The internet is a tool for fast communication. Do not defy both intents by posting incoherent writing.

Amatsuki (2012-10-07 01:40:02)

Everything you say about me i think about for the rest of my life. I still got tetrisdudes furfag comments stuck in my head with endless other horrible moments i have. Things take a big toll on me.

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Mametchi (2012-10-07 01:40:36)

Should I uncrop your Siggy again? -Omegy

[simg][/simg]

Amatsuki (2012-10-07 01:41:05)

Not just here on this site. Nope, i remember being choked by my stepdad in my sleep for screaming from a nightmare.

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Amatsuki (2012-10-07 01:59:16)

I said your opinion, not mine. I told you i cant do anything, im surprised i even posted this, im sure someones gonna come around and say "he just wants attention" or something.

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Ron1212 (2012-10-07 02:01:35)

Dang it...

I'm sorry for being a jerk to you on your gaming thread...

Yo yo yo RON1212 IN THE HOUSE KSKDVICHSJSJEJSJSJKS REKT

Amatsuki (2012-10-07 02:02:51)

Dont be. Im outnumbered.

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Amatsuki (2012-10-07 02:15:45)

I dont listen to very encouraging music "You wanna die? Go ahead and die now, no one cares when your dead. Just drop dead now."

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THaT1GuY9001 (2012-10-07 02:18:09)

Amatsuki, listen to Anamanaguchi, it iz happy music and makes me happy. :c

Amatsuki (2012-10-07 02:19:20)

But i like vocaloid...

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Amatsuki (2012-10-07 02:32:06)

Try something i would like... :l I highly dought i will like any positive vocaloid song. Nashimoto-p makes the vest songs...

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THaT1GuY9001 (2012-10-07 02:32:53)

But srsly, haz u herd anamanaguchu?

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