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Anonymous13 (2014-09-06 04:16:08)CeilxSebastianxAnonymous13 <3
WHY CAN'T THEY BE MINE
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hot damn
AntiChrist (2014-09-06 13:30:56)Usually when I notice that being around a certain person makes me extremely happy for no reason, I assune it's just my hormones talking and try as hard as I can to suppress my BS emotions toward said person and disregard them until I can think clearly again. However, recently this one kid (I'll call her "E" ) in one of my classes was placed at the desk infront of me. I recognised this person as she was in two of my classes last year. She always had this weird smile on her face like she was either up to something (killing every person in the room perhaps) or she was stoned as hell. Her voice made her sound stoned as well. I always held back my laughter whenever she talked. She talks to just about every single person she was around as if she was already familiar with them. If only I had that kind of natural ability to make friends.
When she was assigned to sit right in front of me, I knew she would try to talk to me, which I was not exited about. I assumed it would be a distraction from my work. At least she didn't act stupid and ghetto like everyone else. Eventually I realized that she wasn't really a nuisance that talked too much. Whenever we had an assignment, she focused on it 100% and didn't bother anyone. She may have had even better grades than I did.
She clearly gave a crap about her schoolwork and didn't complain about it omce. She was the complete opposite of all the people in my classes that I hated.
Wheneverthe teacher turned the lights off, all the stupid, ghetto people screamed at the top of their lungs, while the few rational people (Including E ) stayed quiet and focused on their work.
One day, for god knows why she asked if I loved her. I sarcastically said "yeah, sure..". The other horny gus in the room were obviously critisizing my choice of words, since everyone wanted to sleep with her, but I ignored them. I didn't realize how awesome she was at the time. I realized that she wasn't at all a stoner or an airhead and that she would (most likely) never kill anybody or do anything evil. She works even harder than I do and clearly has better grades. Because of her I eventually even became motivated to actually talk to people more and start making friends. She was always hanging around non retarded people, yet she was more tolerant of and kind towards the idiots than I was. I realised that I was too harsh and judge mental of people. E is better than me and every possible way.
A week and a half later, the seating chart was changed up a bit and she was moved all the way to the other side of the room. Some black girl who constantly bothered me was now put infront of me. It was impossible to concentrate. Towards the end of the week, I started to realize how much I appreciated E when she was there, or at least how much I should have appreciated it. I became sad for a while, then just generally happy she existed in the first placed. My attitude changed and I too became more tolerant of people. Just thinking about E made me a more happy person. I don't think it's just my hormones talking this time. Maybe I'll talk to her again sometime if I ever get the chance.
I don't think I'm even "worthy" of doing so until I have strait A's in every class like she probably does. Because of E I am more motivated to be awesome. I probably won't talk to her at all though. I don't want to ne a bother. I don't plan on trying to date her or anything. I'm just glad I did get to talk to her for a short time.
Jason2k14 (2014-09-06 14:44:02)I love love.
Love's a person, right? We all know that, RIGHT?
Don't discriminate love, kids.
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carlos11 (2014-09-06 18:02:30)It's a shame I don't love you back.
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